The notes and sermons of a Church of England curate. Based in the Masham Group of Churches, North Yorkshire.
Saturday, 26 December 2015
Light in the darkness
The light shines in the darkness and the darkness cannot overcome it. Words from John’s Gospel we just heard. Light in the darkness….
We see Christmas lights everywhere this time of year and tonight, here we are, bathed in the soft glow of candlelight. We sing about light in carols: “light and life to all he brings”, “but in thy dark streets shineth the everlasting light”, “Silent night, Holy night, Son of God, love's pure light”. So what is this Light which we celebrate at Christmas? Where do we look for true Christmas Light?
Perhaps we should look at some of this year’s TV ads which seem to want to share some kind of “spirit of Christmas”. The John Lewis ad, (Man in the Moon) has a theme of reaching out to the isolated, symbolized by a girl sending presents to an elderly man on the moon. Then there’s the Sainsbury’s ad featuring Mog the cat who saves the day when the house catches fire, but the punchline is that all the neighbours share their Christmas things with Mog’s family.
And then there’s the new Star Wars film The Force Awakens, where some themes seem to fit the season. No spoilers, I promise! The film’s title The Force Awakens appeals to the idea of a moral rising up, the goodies standing up for justice against oppressors. The whole series of Star Wars films includes themes of hope, good versus evil, oppressed peoples waiting for their salvation, and on the personal level, themes of power, temptation, self-sacrifice and redemption. The light sabres shine in the darkness…?
In many ways, then, we live in a culture which still seems to want to embrace some elements of what we think of as the spirit of Christmas. But even these positive themes are not the heart of Christmas, they are not the light shining in the darkness which John’s Gospel speaks of. At Christmas, we may see glimpses of light in the darkness in these cultural nods but, to paraphrase Obi-Wan Kenobi’s line in a previous Star Wars film, “These aren’t the lights you’re looking for. You can go about your business…”
They are not the real deal.
Perhaps we can see the Light more clearly in a traditional nativity play acted out by small children? Even here though, we can still end up selling Christmas short, lovely and heartwarming as nativity plays invariably are. And that’s the problem. If our vision of Christ’s birth is merely “lovely and heartwarming”, if it’s the cosy, sanitized picture painted by sentimental Victorian carols like Away in a Manger, we have got it very wrong. “But little Lord Jesus, no crying he makes”? Seriously? Doesn’t sound like a real baby to me… and make no mistake, Jesus was a real, human baby. An airbrushed, idealized baby who doesn’t cry, in a soft-lit, beautifully clean stable scene with docile animals, beautifully lit by starlight is pretty much the opposite of the events of Christmas we read about in the Bible. It was dirty. It was messy, smelly, noisy. It took place under an oppressive regime in an unimportant part of a huge empire. It took place at the end of a pregnancy which would have shamed both Mary and Joseph’s families. God met us in a mess. Jesus arrived in squalor and was laid in an animal’s food trough because things were so bad that there simply was no other option, and before Jesus was much older, his family had to become refugees in Egypt, as they fled for their lives.
The light shines in the darkness…
But again, this light is about more than the mere survival of a baby against the odds. Jesus, the Light of the World didn’t remain a baby. He grew into a man and lived a perfect life which exemplified God’s love, showing us that it is possible to love God and love each other. But this life of self-giving love had a price: it challenged the powerful and made those who thought they had the monopoly on morality uncomfortable. And it led to an unfair trial, torture and a shameful death for Jesus on a cross.
The world still has darkness. The world still needs light. So yes, this Christmas let us reach out to the isolated as John Lewis suggest. Let us share our plenty with those in need as suggested by Sainsbury’s. As in The Force Awakens, let us reawaken our efforts to bring about justice in our world (not just in a galaxy far, far away). All good stuff, really good stuff which I am not knocking. But remember that these are symptoms of Christmas Light, reflections, not the light itself.
God’s Light is not remote. God came to us – and still comes to us today - in Jesus. The darkness of this world meant that Jesus’s life of love, light and peace led to his death on the cross. And then, three days later, the true nature of the Light which Shines in the Darkness was revealed: Jesus rose from the dead. The Eternal Light of God came to live among us in the person of Jesus Christ on Christmas day, but this crucial moment in history wasn’t immediately obvious to the world. The power of that light was only fully revealed at Easter when that same Jesus Christ was raised from the dead into a wonderful new expression of life – resurrection life. And Jesus is alive and among us still today by the power of the Holy Spirit, and is alive in his Church. Christmas light is Easter light: the light of eternal life in God.
So know this: whatever life throws at you, however dark things seem, or however light and comfortable life may be, God’s light is worth inviting into your life. Welcome the light of Jesus into your lives, not only this Christmas, but forever more. Don’t make do with just the reflections, go for the real deal: the transforming light which comes through Jesus. “In him was life and that life was the light of men”. Ask God for something truly transforming this Christmas. Open your hearts and pray that you will receive Jesus: the light which shines in the darkness and which the darkness cannot – and has not - overcome. Amen.
Wednesday, 9 December 2015
Church reflected: 4 schools in one day
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| Communal life in Christ: we are many, but one body.... |
Then it was on to take collective worship in a school tucked away down a beautiful side valley. I arrived to find them still finishing their annual Christmas Dinner, so I had to shorten what I'd planned so a group of them could go off on the coach to swimming lessons on time. But we chatted about Advent and how its themes help us think about Christmas being just one important part of God's Great Big Story. Again, the welcome from the pupils is always a delight, and it didn't really matter that we had a shorter time together: what we did do together was put the fun of the Christmas dinner they'd just had into some kind of bigger picture, and for me and for them this was a welcome pause for breath in the middle of a busy day.
On next to another village school, this time meeting in a village hall for their Christmas production. Reception and Key Stage 1 (that's "infants" in old money) staged a nativity play with great panache (and occasional prompts and prods). Then the older pupils performed a dance and then a song (the latter being something I'd helped them learn on my weekly visits to help in class). It was great to be with this school as an audience member for once. Normally when I see them, it is either me leading collective worship, or helping in their classrooms, but this time it was them giving to me. And it was ace.
Thankfully, a cuppa was available before I sped off to yet another village for an after-school Messy Church session. Here, members of the village's Methodist and Anglican churches (lay and clergy alike) worked alongside the children in craft activities, making different elements of the nativity, chatting round the tables about how the characters fitted into the story, and eventually joining together to tell the Christmas story in a cardboard theatre resembling a Punch and Judy tent.
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| And God pointed to the classroom carpet and said unto Abraham, "Look at the carpet and count the number of bits of glitter, if indeed you can count them..." (see Gen. 15:5 - a good Advent I reading!) |
So in one day:
- children joined with me and others around the Lord's Table in worship, to spend time meeting Jesus in Word and Sacrament
- children and I shared a reflective time together, a restful pause in a busy day for all of us
- children served their community through creative communication
- children and adults got covered in glitter, glue and paint, engaged with an important story in the Christian faith, and made something good co-operatively
- these things grew out of the schools to become something bigger, reaching out into a wider vision of community
- the children's contribution was valuable and valued; they gave and received; they were affirmed and they affirmed others
Sounds like what Church could be, to me.
Today reminded me that when people talk about British values, they are still really talking about Christian values. Not in the moralistic way which the term "Christian values" is used from time to time; rather that the communal values I saw in four C of E schools today are grounded in models of Christian communal living which we read about in the New Testament. No society is value-neutral. No society exists which is not "belief-based": whatever values we use to base consensus on are underpinned by faith in something or other every time.
Not every parent would be comfortable with their child participating in every element of my day. I get that and respect that, but no child was forced to take part in any of it, and the atmosphere was not one of indoctrination, but of sharing and celebrating together things which underpin our national culture, and which inform our society's values. Or at the very least, these things give us a starting point for a discussion about how those values need working through into practice.
Church of England schools were founded to serve their communities rather than to be places of indoctrination, or cosy clubs for church "insiders". Today I saw living proof that this foundation is being lived up to now, at least in rural North Yorkshire. I think we all enjoyed ourselves today, and I reckon there are many churches who can learn a lot about what it means to be a loving Christian community from their schools.
Sunday, 30 August 2015
God is with us: as we remember loved ones who have died
Remembering Those We Love - Sunday 1st November 2015, 10.45am, Jubilee Gardens, North Stainley
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| Jubille Gardens, Watermill Lane - just beyond the village hall car park |
Grief is a journey
When someone we love has died, our grief can take many forms. As time passes, grief seldom completely goes away, but it does change. Grief is a journey. Whether you come to the service on November 1st thinking about someone who has died recently or decades ago, this is an opportunity to invite God to be with you on your journey of grief, wherever you are on it.God is with us
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| Sometimes we need to look at our bereavement from a fresh perspective |
Loving God, loving each other
All are welcome in Jubilee Gardens at 10.45am on Sunday 1st November followed by refreshments in the Village Hall. Let's support each other in our journeys of grief by coming together in remembrance and prayer, and recognise that, whatever shape our grief takes at the moment, wherever we think we are on that journey, God is reaching out to us in love.Yes, I am sure that nothing can separate us from the love God has for us. Not death, not life, not angels, not ruling spirits, nothing now, nothing in the future, no powers, nothing above us, nothing below us, or anything else in the whole world will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Monday, 24 August 2015
Christianity: God's Shocking, Big Project, or just a zombie-worshipping, flesh-eating death cult?
Trinity +12
Readings: Ephesians 6:10-20; John 6:56-69
“Zombie-worshipping, flesh-eating death cult”. That’s quite an alarming phrase, isn’t it? Well, it’s one which I recently read being used to describe the Christian Faith. “Zombie-worshipping, flesh-eating death cult”. Shocking, isn’t it? Offensive, and actually quite nasty. It was meant to be. The person using the phrase had issues with the Church and was lashing out, deliberately trying to provoke the Christians he was dealing with by twisting their worship of Jesus who rose from the dead into something which is the polar opposite of the truth. But he wasn’t being original: the Roman-dominated world where the early Church grew up made exactly the same sort of jibes about Christians. And, to be honest, Jesus’s words in today’s Gospel reading seem to invite this kind of misunderstanding.
Jesus says that he will abide with those who truly eat his flesh and drink his blood. Let’s face it, this is tricky imagery – and people at the time also clearly had trouble with it: “This teaching is very difficult: who can accept it?” many of his disciples said. But we need to look at this whole section of St John’s Gospel to see what Jesus is driving at.
We've just had five weeks of readings about bread: Jesus, the Bread of Life, the one who satisfies our very deepest needs. Then, in today’s reading, Jesus hammers the point home with an even more graphic image: eating his own flesh and blood. “Those who eat my flesh and drink my blood have eternal life…. Those who eat my flesh and drink my blood abide in me and I in them.”. Is this a major PR error? Why is Jesus using such shocking imagery?
Well, this is all about God’s Shocking, Big Project – bringing wholeness to all of Creation through Jesus. A Shocking, Big Project with a Shocking, Big Image: flesh and blood – Jesus – mirroring a spiritual, eternal reality. God, through Jesus, offers eternal life in all its fullness.
Peter has the punchline when Jesus asks the remaining disciples if they are going to abandon him as well. He says, “Lord, to whom can we go? You have the words of eternal life. We have come to believe and know that you are the Holy One of God.” The disciples know Jesus: they know who he is and they do continue to follow him, and do choose to “abide” in him. That word which Jesus uses, “abide”, can also be translated as “being at home”: “Those who eat my flesh and drink my blood make themselves at home in me, and I am at home in them.” There’s a deep sense of welcoming Jesus into our hearts when we understand it that way, and understand that this is a two-way process: we make ourselves at home in Jesus, and he makes himself at home with us. There’s nothing more real to us than our own flesh and blood – and Jesus offers to be with us at that most profound level.
Jesus is not a historical puzzle to be understood, or a teacher whose way of looking at the world needs to be embraced. It’s more that he is a person to live with, to walk with; a companion, someone to welcome into our lives and invite to make himself at home in us, and someone for us to feel at home with as we “nestle” into his company. Those who stuck with Jesus – the disciples who didn’t turn back and didn’t stop walking with him – they made themselves at home with Jesus. And in sending the Holy Spirit, God offers us the same gift: to have God – to have Jesus - make himself at home in us. And us in Him.
That's all well and good, Nick, you might be saying, but how do we do that? Well I suggest you pray for it. Ask Jesus to be “at home” with you. Ask for the Holy Spirit to be with you, giving you the equipment you need to do God’s work and to guide you into all truth. In fact, St Paul gives us a kit list – the full armour of Christ, which we heard about in tonight’s reading from his letter to the Ephesians. This is a checklist, a reminder of the equipment available to us, to help us as we live out our lives with Jesus. The list goes like this: the belt of truth, the breastplate of righteousness, footwear which gets us ready to proclaim the Gospel of Peace, the shield of faith, the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.
So, thinking about this list of armour, why not pray for these gifts of God? Ask God to lead you into a commitment to truth: to seeing things as they truly are. Pray for righteousness: for God to lead you into a right way of living through Jesus putting us right with God by his death and resurrection. Ask God to help you share the Good News of Jesus, and think about coming along in the Autumn to the course we are running which will go through the basics of the Christian faith: this will be a chance work out how to put our faith into words so we can share it with others. Look out for details of that course coming soon.
Continuing Paul’s list, we can pray for the gift of faith, reminding ourselves that we are totally reliant on God and can trust him; and also to thank God in prayer for our salvation. The “helmet of salvation” reminds us that the fact that we are saved isn’t a medal to wear to show that we’ve been rewarded for being good: it is a gift of God’s grace, just as all the other parts of this armour. It's something precious, but also something we can rely on when we are under attack. The final piece of armour is the sword of the Spirit which is the word of God. We can read the Bible – either on its own, or with the help of daily notes, or a commentary which helps explain things. All kinds of resources are out there to help us do this and I am happy to point you in the direction of them – just ask.
These are some pointers for what you might ask God for yourselves in prayer. The equipment is there to be asked for. And asking for it is what St Paul suggests at the end of his kit-list: he tells the Ephesians to pray in the Spirit. So let’s invite the Holy Spirit to be with us, continually alongside us to help us grow in our faith and to live it out.
If we are serious about being part of God's Shocking, Big Project, then praying every day for Jesus to make himself at home with us, and for the Holy Spirit to be with us as we grow in faith, and equipping us to do God’s work, is a good place to start.
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Footnote:
Reading the Bible daily – where to look for help
Here are some ideas, though I accept no responsibility for external links. I have heard good reports about the following:Online:
Scripture Union resources can be signed up for online at https://www.wordlive.org
Another set of resources which can be bought online is at: http://www.bible.org.uk/Bible_store_reading.php
Apps:
Join in the daily prayers and worship of the Church of England using an app (on your mobile phone or tablet):
https://www.churchofengland.org/prayer-worship/join-us-in-daily-prayer.aspx
Also, search online for the Youversion Bible app. This offers several different daily reading plans and you can even choose from a number of different translations.
Or go to a bookshop and ask them to order these (yes, online ordering options are also available, I know but...)
Books:
The Daily Reading Bible, published in several volumes by Matthias Media.
Each volume contains 60 days of readings.
Volume 1’s ISBN number is 9781876326920
Daily notes:
New Daylight September - December 2015 by Naomi Starkey
The ISBN for New Daylight September - December 2015 is 9780857461322
Daily Bread October to December 2015 is published by Scripture Union
The ISBN for Daily Bread October to December 2015 is 9781785061103
Every Day with Jesus Sept-Oct 2015 by Selwyn Hughes is published by CWR
The ISBN for Every Day with Jesus September October 2015 is 9781782593799
Saturday, 15 August 2015
Musings upon the Limitations of Recorded Music
Encoded,
Trapped in digits
Or on tape
Or in a wiggly groove.
Whatever the medium,
That which is encrypted
Requires a codec's touch
(Physical or digital)
To reawaken meaning
By becoming interpretable
To the human spirit.
Recorded:
Not the performance
Nor the music
But a most careful avatar
Of that which once was.
The music,
The performance
Can be evoked
But not entirely recreated.
Music, uttered,
Is spent in the unfolding
Of myriad moments
And the whole:
Time choreographed,
Meaning unfolded.
But its life
Can be celebrated afresh
Upon a relistening.
Heartbeat
Heartbeat
Cicadas:
Nature's never-ending rhythm section
Underpin
The distant tolling of three town church bells,
Ringing out
To summon the faithful to three Masses.
Beat clashes against beat:
Each bell chimes
At a tempo
Which seems fitting to
The taste of its ringer.
And the cicadas keep their steady beat
As the tolling ceases
And the faithful gather
To offer themselves
In bread and wine,
In Word and
Worship
Now:
A Mass,
Sacrament;
Continuing
A rhythm of praise,
Wonder, remembrance and
Eternal
Communal
Harmony.
Trip to Gospa od Ċ krpjela
The story goes that two brothers found an icon, miraculously preserved in the bay and started to build an island with a view to building a church there.
After 200 years, with the help of locals ferrying and dumping rocks, and pirate ships caught by a chain across the inlet to the bays and then sunk with lots of rocks in them, the island was completed and a Roman Catholic Church dedicated to the Blessed Virgin Mary was built on top.
We visited as part of a tourist cruise, noting the original icon of Mary and Jesus, plus the extensive 'Queen of Heaven' imagery in the church.
Meanwhile, thunder and lightning raged nearby over the mountains while fires raged on nearby hills. So I wrote a poem...
Sunday, 26 July 2015
With great power comes great responsibility. Want some?
Sunday 26-vii-2015, 8th Sunday after Trinity
Readings: Ephesians 3:14-21 John 6:1-21
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| No giants bestriding the parish, or other kinds of superheroes required. |
In today's Gospel reading, we pick up John's retelling of events at a point where Jesus's public ministry is in full swing. He has been healing, teaching, challenging the Pharisees; he has been to Jerusalem, and we find ourselves at an exciting moment. The Jews who followed Jesus might be forgiven for seeing Jesus as a political Saviour, the promised Messiah. They might be expecting an imminent overthrow of the Romans. Just imagine the scene: five thousand people turning out to see Jesus - it could look like the start of a popular uprising, a dangerous revolutionary movement in the making, from the Roman point of view. Based on Jesus’s growing reputation, the crowd has come expecting teaching, healings and miracles, and a miracle is indeed what the crowd gets in the form of apparently inadequate amounts of food - a few loaves and fishes - meeting and even exceeding their needs. But Jesus doesn't rise to the popular expectations of a Jewish Messiah: rather than using this as a springboard to leading a rebellion, he runs away to the mountains.
Is he teasing the people? Showing all the expected signs of being the Messiah, the Holy One of Israel, but not delivering? No, that is not what Jesus is up to. He is showing the people who he is - he is indeed the Messiah - but he is clear that his public ministry is all about giving the glory to God, not amassing power in the world's terms. Jesus is showing people what the Kingdom of God looks like: it’s a place of healing, of hunger being satisfied, and - as the disciples find out when caught in a storm on the lake - a place where Creation itself is calmed, is restored to equilibrium with its Creator.
Jesus - God among us - is a living signpost to God's love for all Creation; a love which Jesus will fulfill in his death and resurrection. This is what the Kingdom of God looks like.
How do we, as God’s Church then also point people towards God? How can we, like Jesus, be living signposts to the Kingdom of God? St Paul gives us a clue in his letter to the Ephesians which was our Epistle reading this morning. Paul's prayer is that his readers might know the love of Christ, that they might be filled with all the fullness of God. Paul is clear that what will sustain us in our faith is not material things, practicalities - the loaves and the fishes, if you like. It is the Holy Spirit which will give us strength; and it is Christ dwelling in our hearts which is the source, the root of our faith; Jesus is the one in whose love the Ephesians and we need to be grounded.
How then can we make sure that we do have Christ dwelling in our hearts? Well, for a start, we can ask for it in prayer. It doesn’t have to be anything complicated – a simple prayer in which you ask God for the gift of faith is enough; just ask Jesus to put his love at the centre of your life. Find a time each day to do this: it might be as the kettle boils each day at breakfast, or every night before you put your light out – whatever works for you, but make a daily appointment with God in prayer. This kind of simple, faithful prayer really works, I know from personal experience – but that is a story for another time… Anyway, the simple answer to how to make sure that Christ dwells in your heart is to ask him to! Invite Jesus to be a living presence in your life every day.
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| The Lord is here, his Spirit is with us. |
Do we want this power, to use to God’s glory, and to point people to the Kingdom of God? If we do, as well as praying for a renewal of Christ's presence in our hearts every day, let us pray also for strength and wisdom from the Holy Spirit to help us grow in faith and point others towards God.
I have a question for you: if someone asked you, could you articulate what the Christian faith is? Could you explain what the Kingdom of God is all about? Or what the Good News of Jesus Christ actually is? Often these are things we know we believe, but might struggle to put into words. It could be that you haven’t really thought about these questions as an adult. So bear in mind that there will soon be a short course, devised by David [the vicar], which is all about exploring our faith, looking at the basics of the Christian faith. It will be somewhere safe to ask questions among friends about what Christians believe. So do look out for details of this course in the Autumn and come along.
So we can pray, asking God to fill our hearts with the love of Christ and the gift of faith; we can take action to learn more about our faith and explore and deepen it with others on the same journey. And, with all of that in mind, be reassured by St Paul that we can love and serve our neighbourhood and we really can spread the good news of Jesus, even if we’re not convinced that we’re superheroes just yet. St Paul reminds us that it is not us, but the Holy Spirit within us which is the power at work in the Church, the power at work in us.
And Jesus is with us: ‘The Lord is here: His Spirit is with us”. So, let us go about God's mission here in these villages and beyond whether we feel up to the job or not. As Jesus put it on the lake, as he showed his disciples that he was there with them: "Do not be afraid!"
By way of introduction
Theakston's famous Old Peculier beer takes its name from the ecclesiastical Court of the Peculier which was based in Masham. I am not particularly old, but am almost certainly "peculier" in more than one sense of the word. The term for the Peculier of Masham meant that the court took its authority, not from the general jurisdictions which would normally apply but a "peculier" (i.e. specific) one such as the monarch, or a Dean and Chapter of a Cathedral, or a Bishop or Archbishop, or even some other authority. In the case of Masham, the Archbishop of York would normally have been the judicial authority, but as the journey time from York was considerable, a peculier was created and Masham was allowed to basically sort its own affairs out.
As a curate, I do follow the law of the land, but it is true to say that I take my authority from a 'peculier' place as well. At my ordination I took vows of obedience to both Monarch and Bishop. Quaint as this may seem, this was a sign that all authority comes from God and I'm called as part of something ongoing: the Holy, Catholic and Apostolic Church, so I'm not just here to make up what I believe as I go along. A bit of humility does not go amiss among us clergy types. We are only one element of the Church - and no more loved by God, no more valuable than others who do not wear clerical dress. We do, however, have a 'peculier' calling, that is, a specific and distinct one. More on this in another post when I'll look at what I affirmed I believed and promised to do in the ordination service.
But for now, if prayer is your thing, I'd value your prayers as I learn to love these new communities (which is not an onerous task as people here are generally awesome and welcoming), as I find out what God is up to around here (and hopefully get on board with it!) and be a prayerful, caring, loving presence in a truly beautiful part of the world.
This blog will hopefully contain sermons, thoughts and reflections, but it will never contain tales of parishioners or colleagues - it's not a gossip column, more an invitation to join me on an adventure of faith. Let's go...











